[原创]love of love story

<>i am never skeptical  that love is an indispensable part of human life even though we constantly hear comments like "i do not want love "or "i do not need love".those who say these things are not those who really do not want or need love and those who do ,won't say that .</P>
<>i have been being lonely for all my life since the moment i started to understand things.and time and time again i would stop the things i have to do to do something that i do not have to do and i am not sure i truly want to do to kill time and to kill my loneliness.i also wonder,is it i killing the loneliness or the loneliness killing me ?during those lonesome moments watching a terrific love story is really a nice choice though from time to time i would be sad when seeing the main characters sad.anyway,i do want to be sad sometimes.sadness is not a bad thing and it makes us even more beautiful and more serious about our life and people around.</P>
<>up to now i have watched both in reality and on tv a lot of love stories ,some of which are really quite unforgettable.the first that comes to my mind is LOVE STORY IN TOKYO,which might be seen as a milestone in the developement of my emotional psychology.it was the first time i got to know about the word "love" and it is truly an impressive love story in which the main characters are all so pure ,so emotional,so touched and so moving.when seeing it ,a number of wonderful fantasies occurred to me :i would imagine my life is such a drama and i am the main character and a beautiful and shiny heroine like LIKA fell madly in love with me.</P>
<>to tell the truth i am always very thankful for love stories without which i would not expect a life of love and would not have a love of life.it is said that people shall be more realistic to live a better life.is it true?i think there is no real realisticity which actually disguises the exaggeration or simplification of life.a love story is a love story and a story is told instead of being experienced.however,i need love stories and i am used to needing love stories.it resembles reading fairytales that despite that we know all fairytales are made we still want to read them for we are ready and willing to be "cheated" in that way.</P>
/ N# V6 Y# O2 ]8 O4 z<>i keep asking others ,do you feel lonely?most of the answers i got were "no,never!" and sometimes "sometimes!" and never "yes!".that result is quite a perplexity which has confused me for a long time:why others do not feel what i feel?am i a peculiar one?i do not know.i really do not know.</P>
<>some may think that we watch love stories for we feel lonely .i am afraid it is the wanting of love that makes us lonely and look forward to touching love from watching love stories.anyway,</P>
<><STRONG><FONT size=7>when will i be truly loved?</FONT></STRONG> </P>
  S  H; @* G1 x  ^" Y<>a question that has been asked thousands of times without getting a satisfactory answer which i am afraid to pursue.hurt after hurt,i started to understand that life is nothing but hurt after hurt and then compromise after compromise.and i think it is easier to have a love for love stories than that for love.<br><br><br></P><br><br><br>